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oh crap. di nanaman ako na-gising for school...
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I think I have a sleeping disorder. probably narcolepsy.
I'm serious...
... being the med student that I was, I actually did some research. I was searching through the net for possible stuff that could match up with my symptoms, "differential diagnosis" and all that shit. narcolepsy tlaga lumalabas.
Narcolepsy is a chronic sleep disorder with no known cause.
The main characteristic of narcolepsy is excessive and overwhelming daytime
sleepiness, even after adequate nighttime sleep. A person with narcolepsy is
likely to become drowsy or to fall asleep, often at inappropriate times and
places. Daytime sleep attacks may occur with or without warning and may be
irresistible. These attacks can occur repeatedly in a single day. Drowsiness may
persist for prolonged periods of time. In addition, nighttime sleep may be
fragmented with frequent wakenings.
I also got this link that says I'm high risk, I got around 5...
http://www.drugdigest.org/DD/HRA/SleepDisorders/1,21884,,00.html
I also got real bad insomnia... the worst was when i stayed awake for about 6 hours just waiting to fall asleep. 3am na ko tinamaan ng antok... and I had to get up 6.30 am for class.
maybe it'll pass like it had before. or maybe not. I really need some sleep. I constantly sound like a cross between a drunk and an addict. I cant stay awake in class... I cant focus... most will argue that I've always been like this, but maybe my "weirdness" isnt normal...
or maybe this is nothing... maybe I'm ok and just stressed... or maybe all the med exposure has turned me into a hypochondriac...
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Ang tagal nman bago mag sem break! gusto ko nang umalis! w/o worries! even if its only for two weeks, blessing na yun...
I'm looking forward to two weeks of staring catatonic into space...
---kzs---
