2 weeks more and we're through 2nd year.
i'm almost afraid i'd screw up. pessimism saves my sanity. i havent failed anything. yet. 2 weeks- too long to ensure my safe passage through 2nd year. i'm straining my leash as it is. a day had already passed. but it feels like a second. and a zillion hours loom in the distance. i dont want to believe that this will end. its the waiting i cannot abide. these 2 weeks will be the death of me.
or liberation.
til then, with bated breath...
---kzs---
